Monthly Archives: August 2007

The irony we call life.

I swear I will never get over how ironic life can be sometimes. I mean take Denise leaving for example. A year and a half ago when she first started here I couldnt stand her. She kept nagging me about … Continue reading

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Therapist

Well tonight was my weekly therapist appointment…unlike most appointments where, while I find them to be very helpful in dealing with my day to day life and current problems that pop up, none have really come around to any root problems … Continue reading

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failure

well its official…I am a total fucking failure obviously..I can’t do anything right…and right now I feel that I am not good enough, nor can I ever be good enough . I dont know if I should cry or  throw … Continue reading

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sigh

there are still those nights when my thoughts drift to vanya. Tonight is one of the nights, just thinking about her , seeing her name, her picture brings me to tears. Especially when I think of what is forever lost … Continue reading

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email to windy

*sad smile*…   As I am sure you have figured out by now, by the earlier response, the answer to your question is no. I want you to know that it has nothing at all to do with you at … Continue reading

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