Monthly Archives: September 2007

of all days for this to happen

God..of all days..of all days in my life for this to happen… I just got an email from vanya..telling me she was doing well, back on the east coast of Canada etc…while it did me good to know she was … Continue reading

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From My eyes…the meaning of My life…

The meaning of My life…right now is non-existant….My life has zero meaning to me at this moment in time…not b/c I am so martyr or feeling sorry for myself….but becuase the only way that I can ever truly be Jason, … Continue reading

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Dineshs last day

Today is a rather emotional day for me. I am sitting here in tears right now since today is Dinesh’s last day. It is hard seeing her go after working so closely with her for the last 2+ years. it … Continue reading

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M*A*S*H Theme Song…

 Lyrics to the M*A*S*H theme song, "Suicide is Painless": ——————————————————– Through early morning fog I see visions of the things to be the pains that are withheld for me I realize and I can see…      that suicide is painless … Continue reading

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The Pain Wins

I give up…Give up on being happy..give up on love…its not worth it anymore…all ‘happiness and love’ lead to are more pain…happiness is only fleeting ..it never lasts…and when it is gone all that is there is pain..so why bother…all … Continue reading

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Help Me Obi-Wan Kenobi

sigh ..I dont know wtf my problem is tonight but something is seriously wrong…I feel like I am losing every last little grip of sanity that I have left…sigh…for the last two hours or so I have been slipping further … Continue reading

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Writer’s Block: Time Travel

If you could travel back in time to spend a day with someone, who would it be and why?  Ok, this one is easy………….. Socrates. How could you not want to meet , talk with and discuss things with , … Continue reading

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Only Human by Billy Joel

Some days I really need to remember these lyrics  You’re having a hard time and lately you don’t feel so good You’re getting a bad reputation in your neighborhood It’s alright, it’s alright, sometimes that’s what it takes You’re only … Continue reading

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A Master

hmmm I’m not sure how to begin this…this is a very deep and important entry…Some of what is about the be said may seem heritical or blasphmeous to some. This is not at all the intent or my goal. The … Continue reading

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