Monthly Archives: October 2007

I’m Comin’ – Will Smith Song

Ugh, Ugh, I’m comin’ Watch ya back, I’m comin… Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh Big Will for the Y2K, ugh Feel the Earth tremble, see the skies turn red Eclipses, shooting stars, turn ya head Volcanoes erupted, rage in the sea … Continue reading

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Expectations : Unconditional Love

I am learning that my expectations of those that "love me" are unreasonable…silly me…I expect when someone "loves me" that it is unconditional and that they will love me through good times and bad times…when things are easy and when … Continue reading

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Who Wants to Live Forever – Queen

Theres no time for usTheres no place for usWhat is this thing that builds our dreams yet slips awayFrom us Who wants to live foreverWho wants to live forever….? Theres no chance for usIts all decided for usThis world has … Continue reading

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Oral Pain

growls and snarls.. I have been in pain for the last two days…and havent slept for shit in 3 nights…all because of this fucking tooth.. I went to the ER today to get a stronger pain killer..they gave me hydromorphone..and … Continue reading

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My Own war…

sigh… well I think I know what is causing my instability of late, the good news is that as hard as it is..it is something that I can gain control over…the irony of it…to gain control over a big part of it…means I … Continue reading

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Protected: Code of Silence

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struggling

Lost, alone,scared,trapped,in my own mind , My own heart,My own soul…. surrounded,consumed,overwhelmed,by pain,sorrow,loss,and regrets… darkness,nothingness,emptiness,is all I can see around me.  

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Blissful hell

well last night and tonight can only be described acurately as blissful hell…lol…it has been sheer bliss spending time and talking with vanya again…it makes my heart soar…but it also makes it sore..lol…to share time with her is so wonderful … Continue reading

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