Monthly Archives: January 2008

A Masters Most Important Talent

To me the most important talent for a Master to have is not the talent to lead or the ability to make sure things get done. These are both very important talents but not the most improtant. Rather these are a combination of other … Continue reading

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Shitty Day

 Today is a completely shitty day. I am sick. I didnt sleep well at all, I tossed and turned all night because I couldnt quiet my mind. I cant concentrate at work. I cant focus on anything today at work. … Continue reading

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My Own Cleansing Ceremony

*Sigh*.. Well the last year, especially the last few months have been very hard on me personally. So many things have been weighing heavily on my heart and soul. Dragging me down into deep depths of depression. Some of them … Continue reading

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Wizard’s Fourth Rule

He said that there was magic in sincere forgiveness, in the Fourth Rule. Magic to heal. In forgiveness you grant, and more so in the forgiveness you receive." This is another of my favorite wizard’s rules. I can tell you … Continue reading

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Wizards Seventh Rule – Life is the future, not the past

Life is the future, not the past. The past can teach us, through experience, how to accomplish things in the future, comfort us with cherished memories, and provide the foundation of what has already been accomplished. But only the future … Continue reading

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The Challenges to Love

Love. Love is an interesting and complex topic. At the best of times love is incredibly beautiful and brings a great joy to ones heart and soul. During the good times of life, it is very easy to love someone. … Continue reading

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Three Calls In…

Comments are off. Well last night my therapist gave me the phone numbers to three Psychiatrists by me. Since it is a Saturday none of them were in of course, so I left a voice mail for each of them with my contact … Continue reading

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A Good Money Day

well I have to say that as far as money goes, today was a great fucking day…*G*…I got my annual bonus, $4500 before tax, $2772 after taxes..PLUS I had my annual review….I got an 11% raise ($4950) for this year..so … Continue reading

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Darkness of the Soul

I sit and wait for death, I hear it call out to me, enticing me, courting me, teasing me, but ever eluding me. Without you brenda, life has no meaning,, there is nothing but pain and emptiness, I pray now … Continue reading

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A look back Dec 2006 – Dec 2007

Well I for one am thrilled that 2007 is finally over. It was a year of incredible highs and lows for me. It was a year where a lot of changes took place in my life, a year of growth, … Continue reading

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